Counter-Strike!!!
Hello everyone! A post at last! Hahaha.. Well this post isn't really about Counter-Strike.. I just feel like putting "Counter-Strike" in the title. Enjoy, as you laugh at the corniness of the post while reading the freaking thing. Islip nakooooo!
Have you ever been in a situation wherein you don’t know what to believe anymore? Sucks doesn’t it? What sucks more is that the “answers” that you ought to believe keep haunting you. They do not have specific “haunting” schedules. They just pop up when you take exams, when you study, before you sleep, even when you use the bathroom!
You’re probably wondering why the above “intro” is like that. You see, I’m kind of experiencing that right now. I couldn’t understand what I’m feeling. I want to cry, scream… damn! I just couldn’t understand why “new” SUCKING things come up everytime I feel that things are ok. Like when I feel that things are going on just fine, I suddenly discover stuff that would lead to things not being ok. I try to find answers. I get sort of positive ones. I believe them and I get hopes of making things ok again. I feel so light, like sv_gravity is zero. Then some time later I learn something, and suddenly things get crazy, and sv_gravity changes back to 800 and I fall from a really great height.
I don’t know! I just feel like I don't want to believe in anything anymore. When things are really bad, and I believe that they would never be ok, things suddenly feel right. But when I start believing that the things are fine, things suddenly become the exact opposite! *Sigh.
Anyways I’m sorry for bringing this thing up. I know that this is supposed to be a HAPPY blog, that I am a HAPPY person… but believe me, things will not always be HAPPY when you start LOVING. And that’s what sucks most… the sweetest thing that life could offer is also the very thing that could bring great sadness.
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I've got a day and a reason
Why I should not believe in..anything, anymore
What's this for?
My time well spent
I've got all these memories that I cannot believe in
Cause I don't know where I've been all these years
All these years
And do you know this reason
I hope that you can see it cause I will not give up
And we all know what you've done again
I can see right through you
You're making your way over again..again
Two days after leaving and I don't have a reason to keep you from being here
I don't steer these thoughts away
I know that you know this but I could never get you to believe all my fears
Is this your clear?
I think so
And do you know this reason
I hope that you can see it cause I will not give up
And we all know what you've done again
I can see right through you
You're making your way over again..again..again..and again
And do you know this reason?
I hope that you can see it cause I will not give up
And we all know what you've done again
I can see right through you
You're making your way over again..again..again
And do you know this reason?
I hope that you can see it.
Cause I will not give up and we all know what you've done again
I can see right through you
You're making your way over again..
oh see??? sakto au para sa imo. pero bei i think balo ko ngano inana imo title... :(
unsa imo pasabot mikks nga blo ka y ing-ana ako title?
cesar!!! ambot lang nimo oi...hahahahah!!! na-unsa diay ka??? :p
hehe... secret. or i could be wrong! hahaha... nwei, kaya na bei! just keep smiling!!! and WAHOO!!!
ces, you dont expect love to be easy dba? hahaha, ok ra na ces!! :D karon pa nako nakita balik imo blog..hehhe..sori.:p
Oi Mikki, Christine og Yayam... Miss na tamu 3!! C Yayam og Mikki, musta Manila? hahaha... Wala jud diay ko nimo nalibre bai.. wakoko.. C Christine bsag nara sa CDO mingaw gyapun ko niya.. :P Nagdrama ra ko kay.. :P :P :P hehe para makabutang ug char nga post bitaw... basaha gani ang mga previous posts mga nonsense kau... TC mu tanan! God bless us all!
cesar. hahahha :D makachat unta ta sooner!! :D miss you! :D
*adto sa ako multiply blog. :) katong naay photosurvey. ;p
Hi Ces! How's Nursing? Damn, Accounting here is soooo far from that of high school. Pero kaya. Although wa ko kasabot nanu gadrama drama ka(I really want to know more) , ayaw lang kalimut ug contact sako kung naa ka probs! Anyways, Ace is fine... Utro sad to sya gadrama! Ahahaha! I miss seeing you together...
Cge lang, 2 months nalang, sembreak na! Kitakits nasad ta! Ahahahahahahahahaha! Miss Taegon!
-PS: Adik na au c Kris us RAN... =P
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