Gi-Orom koooo!

Ui magbinisaya sa ko...

Ui mga duds og dudets, nakasulay namo nga gi-orom mu? Ako nka sulay na, bg-o lang... Di na nako i-share unsay nahitabo.. Basta hadlok kaayo.. Babay! :P

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this may be the worst post (in this blog) ever...

Good evening. What I will write about is my BUANGness... Have you ever felt something soooooooooooooo extreme that sometimes you do stupid things? Well, I just did. Hahahaha... Well not really stupid things, but stupid moves. I mean I did a series of things without thinking twice. Well, I don't really regret that I did them. In fact, I feel really great! I like it, I feel like I'm evolving (in terms of...)! Waaaah! Anyway, I know, I know, yeah this post sucks hard... And I mean really hard! I'm not really much of a writer or a "poster" or a blogger... :P Well I have 9 minutes left... Hmm what to do? I know... End this post! :P waaaaaah! Ambot ui! BABAY nah!

Counter-Strike!!!

Hello everyone! A post at last! Hahaha.. Well this post isn't really about Counter-Strike.. I just feel like putting "Counter-Strike" in the title. Enjoy, as you laugh at the corniness of the post while reading the freaking thing. Islip nakooooo!

Have you ever been in a situation wherein you don’t know what to believe anymore? Sucks doesn’t it? What sucks more is that the “answers” that you ought to believe keep haunting you. They do not have specific “haunting” schedules. They just pop up when you take exams, when you study, before you sleep, even when you use the bathroom!

You’re probably wondering why the above “intro” is like that. You see, I’m kind of experiencing that right now. I couldn’t understand what I’m feeling. I want to cry, scream… damn! I just couldn’t understand why “new” SUCKING things come up everytime I feel that things are ok. Like when I feel that things are going on just fine, I suddenly discover stuff that would lead to things not being ok. I try to find answers. I get sort of positive ones. I believe them and I get hopes of making things ok again. I feel so light, like sv_gravity is zero. Then some time later I learn something, and suddenly things get crazy, and sv_gravity changes back to 800 and I fall from a really great height.

I don’t know! I just feel like I don't want to believe in anything anymore. When things are really bad, and I believe that they would never be ok, things suddenly feel right. But when I start believing that the things are fine, things suddenly become the exact opposite! *Sigh.

Anyways I’m sorry for bringing this thing up. I know that this is supposed to be a HAPPY blog, that I am a HAPPY person… but believe me, things will not always be HAPPY when you start LOVING. And that’s what sucks most… the sweetest thing that life could offer is also the very thing that could bring great sadness.